Waking up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had its say
I guess I feel alright

But it hurts when I think
When I let it sink in
It’s all over me
I’m lying here in the dark
I’m watching you sleep, it hurts a lot
& all I know is
You’ve got to give me everything
Nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

I give you everything that I am
I’m handin’ over everything that I’ve got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don’t ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we’re gonna do it, come on do it right

Don’t want to lose the love I’ve found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don’t let me down
It’s not fair how you are
I can’t be complete, can you give me more?
& all I know is
You got to give me everything
& nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

Oh please, you know what I need
Save all your love up for me
We can’t escape the love
Give me everything that you have

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somehow i expected more because i give all.
expectations lead to disappointments
why do i expect?
i should love you for who you are.
i chose to give.. you didnt ask for it.
tell me why do i feel this way…

i dont know how long this will go on..
all i know is.. i love you and only you.

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im going genting tml. bye people.

i get it from this fyp member. she’s not in my class. she’s my fren’s fren.

and she always give me crap.

i gave her work to do for hols.

havent finish or should i say didnt really touch?

gave her 2 weeks. yday i msged her to ask if she received my msg.

BEST PART! she said she receive and she PROMISED me she will send me yday.

i didnt even freaking receive it. so i waited til today. NO MAIL FROM HER

then then i smsed her for it. she said she’s on her way home and will send me.

1 and 1/2 hrs later i smsed her again. she told me her msn got problems.

if got problems, WHY I CAN LOG IN? WHY I SEE SO MANY PPL ONLINE?

she didnt do her work in the past and my fren covered her up can.

COME ON LAR.

YOU URSELF SAY THAT YOU WANNA DO MORE FOR THE PHASE 2.

you’re freaking doing only 1 page of the whole project. the rest of us do more than you and you havent finish. and you can give me crap like your msn got prob, you’re on ur way home? VIEWING IS ON TUESDAY LOR. FUCKING ccb.

i like this watch

saw it in Taiwan selling at 250 sg.

Singapore sell 200bucks after the 15% discount.

I will save money to get this DKNY watch.

its damn pretty on my hand.

when i tried it, its calling me to buy it. AHAHAHHA

FAT!!!!!!! aug06

and after i lost some weight. about 10kg can! @_@ this picture was taken on aug07

september 2007.

OMG. just look at that fat face of mine.

i wanna slim down abit more

with determination, i will must do it!

so my aim was to lose weight healthy like 1 kg per month but not underweight.

i envy sexy bodies. not skinny bodies.

drink more plain water.

no soft drinks except my current fav. lemon c1000! =X

no fried foods. diet abit and most imptly exercise.

i will go jogging tml morning! i believe i can!

im going genting again with dear. not with kids this time round. haha

apparently YOU like to come up with stories to lie to me.

apparently what YOU said to me was all bullshit to think that i actually think that it could be true.

apparently YOU like to talk much but no actions

I dont know why I still let you people to come in my thoughts and make myself typed this when im crying.

Dont say you understand because you will never know.

Dont say “im a true friend” because it hurts to know the truth.

You can come out with many excuses and im not going to believe you anymore.

Go away.

Get out of my life along with them.

Dont even come back as a memory.

I always questions about how important i am to people around me.

I dont know what i want.

I dont know what to do or study after i graduate.

Im lonely

People tells me how important i am to them.

The fact is no. Action speaks louder than words.

Friends come and go.

Losing is the start of gaining

I know I have true friends.

Friends who will be there for me when i really need them like yah yah and audrey.

Dont come telling me how important i am anymore.

I dont need to know because I know in the future, I will be cherished and loved by many more. =)

and there’s someone out there in the middle of the night..

he’s being patient with me all this while..

if i cant slp, he will wake up just to talk to me til i sleep.

many many more.

back to project.